i really need stars, i really need him

Is this night will be clear? Or maybe will be cloudy as my heart?
I want to see my stars... 3 Stars Constellation and Pearl...
Are they will come like last Saturday?
Really, that last Saturday was a clear night...
Stars were scattered in the sky and I could see my stars again...

Do you ever go to the stars?
They’re so far from this earth, our planet...
Even though they shine my nights with light...
They hard to be reached and each star have their own type
Some of them have cold temperature, and some are so hot

My stars... Do you always there for me although you’re hard to be reached?
Will you go away from me?
Will you change your light into a full of darkness and never be seen again?

I really need my stars as I need my beloved person...
I can’t smile if he doesn’t near me or he doesn’t smile too...
His smile is like a bright star in my life...
It can shine my heart and warm it just in a second...

Is my beloved person hard to be reached like the stars?
Will he go away from me?
Is his heart as cold as the stars?
Can I touch his heart and be the one for him?

I hope I can be like what he wanted...
Because I want to be the best one...
And I don’t want him to go away from me...
I need him; I need his smile around me...
I don’t care whatever he does or acts, although it’s sucks or not...
I love the way he does...