colorful or colorless? lightened up or not?

warm and gentle
so sweet the sound
a soft classical music is played on
for a little blessed heart and a heart ached human
this is the start of my little dream

i'm in a beautiful garden
with many birds and butterflies are flying around
"so beautiful!," i said.
the world, created by God, is surely full of colors
i started to walk around with a little singing

colors are filled my world so deep
i asked in my heart
do they have some meaning?
blue is the sky
white is clouds
green is plants
yellow is the sun
brown is the soul
black is the darkness

beyond the light, there's darkness
i don't live under the darkness
but my heart seems like doesn't know some light and colors
will be there light lightened up my little heart?
will be there any colors coloring my life?
will it be white? blue? yellow? brown? or maybe black?

blue means serene and relieved
white means sacred and elegance
red means anger, power and ambitious
green means freshness, nature and peace
yellow means cheerful and no matter
brown means certainty and full of decision
and black.. means sadness and no future

so which color am i?

in the edge of the colored garden
i feel an emptiness
am i colorful or colorless?
am i lightened up or not?

the classical music stops

this is the end of my dream

and i am awaken..