today i go to the hospital with my friends, to see one of my friend who had got an accident 2 days ago. i don't know what is the cause of the accident, but i think that he drove his motorcycle so fast. i feel scared when i saw him this morning, he's lying on the bed, he couldn't do anything, he only could say little words and he was so hard to response what were we saying to him. his face changes because his wounds and his upper lip is swollen. until now, i still remember he screamed and felt the pain when his wounds were cleaned and sterilized. and i don't know, deep inside my heart i feel guilty, because i know what his feeling to me, and all this time i never be a kind person to him. i always assume that he's annoying, because he always wants to know about my schedule and my activities. i never like what he does for me, or anything else. i feel so sorry, i still remember when we and our friends were joking each other and we're laughing together, but now, you're lying on the bed and you can do nothing. it feels so sad until i can't say any words when i saw him.
now, i just hope you will be healthier soon. me and my friends are waiting for you to come back and having a great time together, because i assume you are my best friend, although you have a different feeling. get well soon buddy, i know you're a strong boy and you can pass all this sickness and problems..
God always bless you forever :)
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