my first post in the middle of July, sore throat happens

okay, i know i've been absent to post in this blog for a while. and this is my first post in July, well actually, in the middle of July, of my holiday, which is going to an end at this August. sorry for being absent, because i have no mood to post anything in this blog, and i preferred to write on my twitter account, so.. sorry for that :)

well, i wanna share about one thing which is making me stressed all day. not only one day, but already for a couple of days. my voice won't come out like usual, sore throat, yeah. but this sore throat is different, maybe a little complicated, and then grow to an infection of vocal cords. whoa! i'm so shocked when a doctor said that to me yesterday when i saw him. i kept asking him, "doc, can i be healed quickly? because i wanna recover ASAP!". i know, my action is a little awkward, but this is the expression of my fear. i'm so scared if my voice won't come back for a long time, or maybe forever. this voice, i always thank God for this, He has already given this voice to me, as the one of my talent, and also the one which i can proud of. i'm so afraid if i lost it, and if i can't sing again, what will be happened to my life next? i won't be able to fulfill my dream again as a singer, and my life won't be full of music anymore.. no.. i don't want it happens..

this sunday, i will have a job to perform in fun bike event at Citra 6 with my youth music group, proudly i can say, it's KMRT. what's that mean? KMRT or we can say Kelompok Musik Remaja Trinitas is a music group, which contains a few of people who are living in music, enjoying music, and also playing music, don't forget, we are talented! *i can say this because all of KMRT members are amazing!*. i was so happy to be able to play music again and perform my voice in front of all those people, but now, i have a problem with my voice. how can i perform if my voice is bad like this? i was so stressed and depressed, until i cried when i told to one of my friend, who is also a member of KMRT (actually, he is close to me right now). he said i shouldn't cry, because if i cried, my recovery would be so slow. yeah, i knew that and i stopped crying, anyway, thanks to you, to cheer me up when i'm sad. :)

this day, about my voice, is already having a progress. i'm so happy when i can talk more clearly after i woke up. hope my voice will have a lot of progress in this day. wee heeey!

okay, i think i'm going to end this post, because i must have a lot of rest, to recover my voice faster. and hope my voice will be back tomorrow, at least, i can sing well.
cheers.