the moon vs me

moon, shines upon the darkness.
it always stays up at the night and brings a little light so our night won't so dark.
well yeah, i envy you, moon.
you, still can shine when all of stars leave you,
still can shine with your light although you're alone.
although your light isn't from yourself and you only reflect the sun's light,
but still, you survive with that condition and you never complain about that.

but me? i can't be alone. i feel empty when there's nobody around me.
especially when my truly heart's desire is gone. i can't resist that hurt.
sadness fulfill my heart, my mind, and my soul.
i can't believe it happened to me. i feel like all the lights around me are gone.
i can't see anything, can't think clearly, moreover smile.
i should learn from you, moon.
i shouldn't lose my light, my smile and my hope.

in the other hand, i feel i have some similarities with moon.
although i have lost in the darkness, and i lost my light..
i'm still hoping that i would shine against the dark once more.
i'm still hoping i would smile without regrets..
i still put some hopes on me..
like you.. always hope that your friends would never leave you..
always hope that all of people in this earth would never be in a full darkness and shine although your light is weak..

thanks moon, i feel better now,,
with a little lesson i've got from you, i lift my head up..
i feel a little courage flow through my mind..

moon vs me..
who's gonna win? none..
because we have some similarities..
we are going to have a path of life together..
although it's hard and may cause some heartaches..
but we always try to shine.. upon the darkness..