well, i am happy in these following days. it was like a miracle, i can be close again with him and still, i have some space in my heart for him. at 6th may, he phoned me when i was scared in the middle of the night because the dying light. he accompanied me until the lights are on again, and we chat on the phone until 3 am, he also shared some good songs that he likes because the lyrics.. well, the lyrics are so touching and maybe the lyrics are same with his condition right now, so do i. and then in this day, 8th may, he is surprising me with his appearance in my show.. i don't think that he will come because he had an audition with yamaha boys, and i think he's tired because of that and isn't willing to come. but when i was entering the stage, i saw him in front of the stage and he is coming with his mother. oh my gosh! i was really really shocked and i don't know what to do. but inside my heart, i feel happy :) and i am shocked too when i know he recorded me when i was singing. wow, what a very shocking event today..
he also cheered me up when i had a fight with my mom because i didn't tell her about my low battery mobile. he gave me some advices too to apologize to my mom, and he always keeps me warm when he is by my side.. at least i am happy to have him besides me when i am down and need him.. and i try to contact him everyday because i won't lose him again, although i don't know if he feels the same way like me.. i just hope this isn't a dream, if this is a dream, i hope i am not awake from this sweet dream..
because i still save my heart for him, i put my hope on him and he is the only boy that i am thinking about, i really wish that he could be the one for me...
and i think, i will just wait if the day of my happiness comes again.. i just wait for the good time to tell him about my feeling, my real feeling to him.. i don't know what are his responses, but i just hope for the best..
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there's a somebody i'm longing to see
i hope that he turns out to be
someone who'll watch over me
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